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Why is it that people talk about loyalty in friendship, when they have betrayed their own friends...

I thought I could trust you,

it took me so much time,

but then it was shattered,

the moment I found it right.

You never really felt

the friendship between us

you always portrayed wrong,

always had a false face

and that's why I am sure now,

I would never talk to you again,

You'll be alone, you'll face the fall,

face the betrayal you gave us all...

I HATE MYSELF

I always thought about it, always wanted it

but when ever I have had, I ended up losing it.

love is a thing, a feeling which is not meant for me

i should stay away, stay far away from it

why is it like this that I fall in love

wen I think I cant, when I think its over

I hate myself for being so stubborn

for being heartless

for being a pain in the life of others

I hate myself for killing my love

for killing my heart

for killing that lover

I hate myself, that's all I think now

I hate myself for being a loser

A Promise

Walking besides me, I would never let you fall

Talking and talking, I wanna talk to you all night long

I want you, I want you so much

I miss you, I miss you so much

Never in lifetime, would a tear fall off your eye

And even if it does so, it would never make you cry

I would make sure, all you feel is happiness pure

I want you, I want you so much

I miss you, I miss you so much

" Amazing wind is blowing, all the trees are swaying, my face is getting wet wid liitle droplets of rain, i wish u were here wid me to get drenched again.."

A Lost thought

Many questions are unanswered

many are not defined

images seen are so blurred

nothing is clear in mind...

memories have been washed away

my slate has been erased

on my bed, thinking, I lay

nothing can be traced...

Someday all will come back

I still have faith, I still believe

the only relief being this

someday I will retrieve

All the blur images, all vague thoughts

will all become clear; all will make sense

everything will be bright and new

everything will be clear about past tense

Then I will live the present

and not think of the future or past

I will smile, I will laugh

and my happiness will surely last...

Samajhna asaan nahi !!

kyun khoi hun tumhare khayalo mein

kyun itna soch rahi hun

kya tha kaisa tha yeh rishta

kyun itna kho rahi hun

pata nai kaha se ek huye

tum aur main... main aur tum

kaise ek huye, par huye to ..

ho gaye hain bilkul gum

par ab kya ho gai hai yeh pareshani

kyun rehna padh raha hai tumse door

mann nai hai door rehne ka

chhayya hai kuch aisa suroor

kuch ho nai sakta hai

kya kia jaye...

tumse milne ka mann hai

kya kaha jaye...

jo tum aao milne....

ek ho nazrein.. haathon mein haath

jo aa kar dekho mujhe

jo tum ho mere saath..........

Love Quotes

"Love is a drug.. once you are addicted.. neither can you stay without it nor live with it..."

"When you cant love yourself, why do you think someone else will love you..."