So Much PAIN...

I don't know what to do
what is to be believed
my life is on a rol
everything has to be retrieved...
It was stable some time ago
sometime back it really was
I want to run, I want to go
far away, away from flaws...
Ohh.. please God, help me out
tell me... explain
what is really happening
why i am in so much pain...
This pain hurts a lot
hurts till it aches
sense of mind i have not got
thinking makes mind shake...
Ohh.. I don't know why
why is this really happening
Please..Please.. tell me explain
why am I in so much pain...