I HATE MYSELF

I always thought about it, always wanted it

but when ever I have had, I ended up losing it.

love is a thing, a feeling which is not meant for me

i should stay away, stay far away from it

why is it like this that I fall in love

wen I think I cant, when I think its over

I hate myself for being so stubborn

for being heartless

for being a pain in the life of others

I hate myself for killing my love

for killing my heart

for killing that lover

I hate myself, that's all I think now

I hate myself for being a loser