Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Never Mine

One blistering afternoon, I saw your face
You came smiling at your friends
they cheered u, and called your name
I looked up to you and saw that smile
that took my heart away in just a little while

You were there in front of me, you asked my name
and asked me to do something to entertain
I felt so helpless, and said it in a hurry
I stood there, struggling with a feeling flurry
my heart raced, jumped up and I sang
and what I felt then , was a love pang

It was that blistering afternoon, I fell in love
a passion and madness, i only knew of before
but you were far away, far away from me
as you had someone more passionate than me
it broke my heart to see you again
but I couldn't help it,
had to see you once in a while,
just to ease my pain.

Slowly and slowly, i buried away my love,
and all I felt was a longing and hurt
never did I tell you anything except my name
it wouldn't have mattered, or felt the same
You were with someone else, before i met you
so, it had to be her and I had no claim

Time and again, we were brought together
and slowly and slowly, we got to know each other
but time had come for you to leave
and you still didn't know how I feel
but anyways you went away with goodbyes and smiles
I said to myself, "I'll always remember you"
you and your gut-busting style

I had myself convinced, we'll never meet again
but then again I saw you, still looking the same
I walked up to you, barely saying HI
you smiled back at me, oh god,
oh god again those feelings again raced by

That day we were together, some minutes at least
and I guess, that's what changed things,
it was like a love feast
You were leaving again, going far again
but this time i was sure, I would see you
See you, talk to you, meet you,
what I felt was not any more pain

Time and again, we used to talk,
to get past the feelings, and share a thought
through that time i told you how i felt
how i have been feeling, all I had dealt
It was then you revealed that You felt for me too
you spoke those words, I only wished to hear
I had to pinch myself, to realise it's true

We dealt past that time, the time you were away
in hope to see each other, to make the love bouquet
four years have passed, since that blistering day,
the day when I fell in love, and memories still never fade away
I still feel the same, I know you do too
I still wish we have one day, for everything to come through

But you are still someone Else's,
there is no point to whine
My heart has always known this,
that you would never be mine
But no matter what happens, I'll still feel the same
as i said before, I never had a claim
But always remember, I will love you endlessly
Though the sad part is, It was never my love story



Tuesday, July 6, 2010

.............................................

Why is it that people talk about loyalty in friendship, when they have betrayed their own friends...
I thought I could trust you,
it took me so much time,
but then it was shattered,
the moment I found it right.
You never really felt
the friendship between us
you always portrayed wrong,
always had a false face
and that's why I am sure now,
I would never talk to you again,
You'll be alone, you'll face the fall,
face the betrayal you gave us all...

Sunday, May 2, 2010

I HATE MYSELF

I always thought about it, always wanted it
but when ever I have had, I ended up losing it.
love is a thing, a feeling which is not meant for me
i should stay away, stay far away from it
why is it like this that I fall in love
wen I think I cant, when I think its over
I hate myself for being so stubborn
for being heartless
for being a pain in the life of others
I hate myself for killing my love
for killing my heart
for killing that lover
I hate myself, that's all I think now
I hate myself for being a loser

Thursday, November 12, 2009

A Promise

Walking besides me, I would never let you fall

Talking and talking, I wanna talk to you all night long

I want you, I want you so much

I miss you, I miss you so much

Never in lifetime, would a tear fall off your eye

And even if it does so, it would never make you cry

I would make sure, all you feel is happiness pure

I want you, I want you so much

I miss you, I miss you so much


Wednesday, September 30, 2009

" Amazing wind is blowing, all the trees are swaying, my face is getting wet wid liitle droplets of rain, i wish u were here wid me to get drenched again.."

Thursday, September 24, 2009

A Lost thought

Many questions are unanswered
many are not defined
images seen are so blurred
nothing is clear in mind...

memories have been washed away
my slate has been erased
on my bed, thinking, I lay
nothing can be traced...

Someday all will come back
I still have faith, I still believe
the only relief being this
someday I will retrieve

All the blur images, all vague thoughts
will all become clear; all will make sense
everything will be bright and new
everything will be clear about past tense

Then I will live the present
and not think of the future or past
I will smile, I will laugh
and my happiness will surely last...

Samajhna asaan nahi !!

kyun khoi hun tumhare khayalo mein
kyun itna soch rahi hun
kya tha kaisa tha yeh rishta
kyun itna kho rahi hun

pata nai kaha se ek huye
tum aur main... main aur tum
kaise ek huye, par huye to ..
ho gaye hain bilkul gum

par ab kya ho gai hai yeh pareshani
kyun rehna padh raha hai tumse door
mann nai hai door rehne ka
chhayya hai kuch aisa suroor

kuch ho nai sakta hai
kya kia jaye...
tumse milne ka mann hai
kya kaha jaye...

jo tum aao milne....
ek ho nazrein.. haathon mein haath
jo aa kar dekho mujhe
jo tum ho mere saath..........